2007 Messages
Mon Dec 24 22:03
nicky (
I was just getting ready for all the Christmas hub-bub and you popped in my mind Joshy (no surprise.) I really miss you this time of year, us all bundled up, walking in the cold air after a big meal at India's Oven, holding hands and goofing around. I hope you are looking down on my crazy life and laughing your ass off at my kids (Thing one and Thing two.) I just know you three would have been wild about each other. Merry Christmas to you and to all Josh's friend and family. Love, Nicky
Thu Dec 20 21:16
bridgette (
My mom was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor two days ago. i came home from hearing the news from her surgeon and stood at my kitchen window staring at the trees, utterly numb. as i was watching the branches of one tree blow like crazy in the wind, two large crows flew side by side and landed on the upper most branches. they sat there, braced against the wind, fluttering their wings every once in a while to keep their balance, for ten minutes or so. i smiled and waved at them - i think i know who they were. thank you.........
Thu Dec 20 15:30
bridgette (
My mom was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor two days ago. i came home from hearing the news from her surgeon and stood at my kitchen window staring at the trees, utterly numb. as i was watching the branches of one tree blow like crazy in the wind, two large crows flew side by side and landed on the upper most branches. they sat there, braced against the wind, fluttering their wings every once in a while to keep their balance, for ten minutes or so. i smiled and waved at them - i think i know who they were. thank you.........
Wed Dec 12 01:24
Reggie (
Please someone help me find "Felt Like Making a Live Record" I have been looking for almost a year.
Fri Dec 7 19:46
Woody Myers (
I recorded Josh and his band at T.T. The Bears in Cambridge as he was touring Inarticulate Nature Boy in 1997. Josh and I became friends through a common friend, and I'll never forget the amazing moments trading guitar solos with him at a late night jam session. Josh gave me permission to record the performance on a DAT. Excellent band. Amazing human being.
Wed Nov 28 07:13
Laura Clayton Baker (
Hey Josh...Please give mom a big hug for me and wish her a happy birthday. I love you both so much. Laura
Tue Oct 30 16:06
Diane (
Just listened to waiting to be.That is the best written song i ever heard.
Wed Oct 17 23:18
ljc (
Just heard "Three Strange Days" on WRNR this afternoon and made a mental note to look up the band when I got home...a 'whatever happened to' internet search. Imagine my surprise to learn that Josh had passed away. I am so very sorry. I have fond memories of seeing "School of Fish" perform live in Fells Point, Md. one night. My friend and I were surprised to find Josh sitting outside the club after the show and joined him on the curb for a chat. He was humble, warm and friendly. It was a thrill to hear the band played on the radio a few months later. I remember thinking that if anyone deserved success, he did. My deepest sympathy to his family and friends.
Wed Oct 17 15:34
André (
Hello to everyone who loved Josh ! I think I'm the only Brazilian fan around once by the early 90's was a real " hunt treasure " to find SPF albums over here. So I went to San Diego in 91 and then I bought this true gem....3 Strange Days video used to be airplayed on MTV and I was totally " speechless " since the 1st time I saw it....Then I decide to buy this fantastic album from a obviously fantastic band.....I lost my brother when he waz only 32 and I know how terrible is this " vacuum ".... Anyway, I'm quite sure they are happy to see us celebrating their lives.... Thank you. André.
Wed Oct 17 00:16
FWD (
Thank you for the wonderful gift of your music. You live through your music, and may you do so forever.
Tue Oct 2 18:32
Br. Randall (
This was written for my first news letter called New Journeys - September 2007. There is a Hebrew word “b’shert” which means some things are fated. I’ve just started reading a new book titled “Wrestling with Angels” by John J. Clayton. I’m reading the “Authors Preface,” page xiii, where the author mentions his deceased son Josh. I looked up the web page given (www.joshclayton.com) where I listen to a song on the intro page and realized the lyrics to the intro song; “Waiting to Be” was exactly what this newsletter was meant to be… “cause you’re waiting to be, what you already are, you’re the only one left in your way, waiting to be what you’ve been from the start...,” “You gotta build your boat, you gotta dream your dream, and raise your sail to the wind, ride the ocean within…” This is pure b’shert!!!! What a wonderful message – thank you God for bring Josh’s message to us. With this message of hope and love, my we rejoice “being who we already are.” So, go and check out this wonderful song and say a prayer for Josh (1967-2000) and his family and friends. Br. Randall
Wed Sep 26 02:08
Namasteezy (namasteezy*@*gmail (dot) com):
A documentary about the frauds of colonization in Southern California in the territory of the Coastal Samala people (Santa Barbara), recently called the Chumash. The story extends in time from the Mexican war and land grants denied through fraud associated with the treaty of Guadalupe Hidalgo to 1971 and fraud conducted by associates of a non profit religious corporation called "The Brotherhood of the Sun" which took land granted by Mexico to a Samala family and included a traditional hunt camp on the summit of the coastal mountains. The sound track is from the CD "Sacred Spirit", Chants and Dances of the Native Americans, an album produced by the Native American Rights Fund. Documentary Written, produced and narrated by Christopher A. Brown in April of 2,007. PART 1 http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2422256680033020958 PART 2 http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3992336927137922520 PART 3 http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3337241589659150608 WEB PAGE http://algoxy.com/stolenland _________________ Can we stop doing all the things we are doing that we do not want to do while still doing all the things we need to do?
Thu Sep 20 17:16
m. polansky (
Been some time since I said hello buddy, at least in writing. Listing to 'Soon Enough' as we chat. Send you big power old friend. Rock on.
Mon Sep 17 18:25
margaret (
I like the website for Josh.....I have a sister who is in the ICU unit now....she has had four brain tumors and now she is fighting for her son...this site helps me understand a little of how to get through the day....thanks.....I received this site from Randall.
Thu Aug 30 17:02
sf (
Strange. I was listening to Prince. Many years ago...on the summer solstice. we were camping with friends......Josh pulled out a guitar, and shredded little red coverette...acoustic.....soft, sweet, powerfull.....just thought of it randomly, and wanted to share my thanks......the music must be great on the other side......and a much belated happy birthday
Tue Aug 21 23:33
Chad Reyes (
Hi, I remember first hearing 3 Strange Days on the radio and next time I was at a cd store buying the album. Such a good album, solid all the way thru. I played it so much had it on rotation with Nevermind,Blood Sugar Sex Magik and other big 90's albums. I consider it to be one of the best albums of the 90s. It still holds up, to this day I still will play it from beginning to end without skipping a song. I saw SOF play in Portland Or, House Of Freaks opened for them. I thought it kind of funny that SOF was headlining over a band that had been around awhile and was also supporting an album their 5th I think. I remember one day wondering if SOF would ever record again and tour. This was back in early early 2000's and I was saddened to read up about Josh's passing. To me it was impacting not only due to closeness of age but also because of how the music affected me. Listening to a band for years, and having it with me thru good and bad times; then bam in a way its gone. There won't be anymore music; its hard it feels like somethings missing. I felt the same when Cobain died and Dimebag Darrell; people you like and listened to and who are with you thru the music they make and suddenly bam their gone, its difficult. I'm glad Josh made more music and lived a life that obviously influenced people in a very positive way. I used to be more like that and have kind of grown cynical and jaded. I have read what people have shared about Josh and it makes me want to change to live, love and smile more. To make others feel good like I used to do.To have someone you look up to be able to live by an example that you want to see in yourself. It tells me that there is hope,even in the toughest of times you can still smile and follow your own path; change is possible. TY Josh for the music you made that I got to hear, I'm so glad I got to see you live. Ty to those who made this website so I could get to know him a little bit more and to be able to share a few thoughts and memories. Sincerely, Chad
Mon Aug 20 02:42
tswrench (
I always dug your music, Josh. Didn't know you were gone until just now. I was listening to "Inarticulate Nature Boy," and I thought I'd Google your name. I found your site, and I am stunned and saddened by the news. I'm going back to the music now...thank you.
Tue Aug 14 21:21
Steveo (
would love to find more rare SOF stuff like live recording and such. Can anyone help? Email me.
Sat Aug 4 10:44
NUdger! (
Hey, Bud! I think you should have knocked before you broke into my tent on Block Island yesterday,and woke me up as a teenage green dragonfly! I I LOVE & miss you!!!!!! Sang Magda Jump off the world today while walking thru the teeming AAugust masses of BI. I never realised how incredibly appropriate your lyrics were! LOVEDOM
Tue Jul 24 20:57
ShayG (
Hey all you Joshy fans! Found this awesome in studio jam with Josh from 1996. In studio interview and live songs on local L.A. radio station KCRW. Check it out! Miss you Josh Boy!!!!! www.kcrw.com/music/programs/mb/mb960424josh_clayton-felt
Mon Jul 16 11:06
Eric Reed (
hello friends/family/fans of josh! it has been too long since I have read the message board here. I used to keep in touch with a few other fans - I got the latest email regarding "that thing you do!" and so naturally I began to reminisce about josh and my grand josh-related experiences in the past. it would be neat to catch up with some people from the inarticulate discussion list if anyone's interested. take care!
Wed Jul 4 03:32
nicky (
Just came by for a visit. Miss and love you.
Mon Jun 25 21:37
Larry Donnell (
I got a promo copy of a cd single for SOF and have loved it all since. I still miss new music from you Josh.
Sat Jun 23 11:03
Nudger! (
Miss being the Gemini before you, Cha-Chi!
Sun Jun 10 05:50
miss melissa (
Hello sweet love --- light Thank you for blessing us with your magic I am grateful every moment...
Tue May 29 03:30
chris (
Reggie, your not the only one looking for the live cd. I've really been kicking myself for not ordering it when it was available. All i can add is just check ebay and amazon from time to time and if i find somewhere that has it available, i'll come back on here and let you know, but it doesn't look too good. -chris
Sun May 27 07:32
Reggie Lehne (
Does anyone know how I could get the live album? I have been looking for it for so long now and I feel more lost now than when I started.
Tue May 22 00:54
happyhourhero (
happy belated birthday josh! i didn't realize that your birthday was friday, until today when i checked the site. so its kinda wierd that after a long time i got an urge to listen to "spirit touches ground"... on friday and i have been listening to it all weekend and today. Thanks for the inspirations and happy birthday! -chris
Sat May 19 00:08
miss jamie (
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET BOY JOSH! I'm thinking of you and miss you... I hope you and your mom are filling up on banana pancakes! All my love, Miss Jamie in Oregon listening to "FELL" and loving every minute of it! :)
Fri May 18 23:34
Moneypenny (
Happy Birthday Joshy! I hope you & mom are eating banana pancakes. I miss you each & every day. Love you so much.
Fri May 18 22:26
Raina Scott (
Happy birthday Joshy. Thinking about you all day. Wish we could say hi and have a chat. Can't be there tomorrow, but I'll be thinking of you, and I am always with you in spirit. Much love that continues through the years, Raina
Fri May 18 21:46
Jeff (
Happy Birthday Joshy...wish we could be forty together here on Earth.
Fri May 18 19:53
Laura Clayton Baker (
Happy Birthday Josh...we'll be celebrating you and mom with Wolf and Lisa tomorrow. George is coming here this morning. I love you. Laura
Fri May 18 15:04
John J. Clayton (
Happy birthday, Josh. I love you and miss you every day. You were supposed to carry me inside, but as it is, I carry you. You're some beautiful spirit, dear son. Dad
Fri May 18 06:44
Jeff (
Happy Birthday Joshy...wish we could be forty together here on Earth.
Fri May 18 01:45
Tommy Manzi (
ÒThe rain-weeping and the sun burning twine together to make us grow. Keep your intelligence white-hot and your grief glistening, so your life will stay fresh. Cry easily like a little child.Ó HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA. WE ALL THINK OF YOU OFTEN. MUCH LOVE, TOMMY
Thu May 17 03:20
Carol (
Happy early birthday Josh. I'll be sure to consume many banana pancakes on the 18th. Thanks for the dream visit and the beautiful music that my little guy Max has been rocking out to as only a 2 year old can. He's especially fond of Brick House. We miss you but recognize the beauty of having your spirit everywhere now. Thanks for the many gifts. Stay close- CJD
Mon May 14 02:26
Laura Clayton Baker (
Hey Josh...Would you give mom a huge hug for me? And Nanny too? I miss you all so much. Love Laura
Mon May 7 04:40
Chad Fischer (
Hey Josh!! I just played a Lazlo show in Cambridge last night our 3rd show in almost 7 years and what a night it was. My father got up and played violin on Ship on the Wall and my 11 yr old niece, Eliza, sang harmonies on Map of My Heart and Trampoline. Eliza discovered your music this summer all on her own through an iPod I gave her with over 1000 songs. She heard Dragonfly and was instantly hooked. She listens to Spirit all the time now and knows every word. I'm staying at my sister's house - only a mile from your old place in Brookline - and so many great memories are flooding back. Packing up the Dodge mini- van for our maiden voyage to LA in '87 - jamming with Larry in your Living room. All our plans and dreams for rock stardom laid right before us. Who knew we would come so far and achieve so much. Speaking of achievements, Jeff's wedding was last weekend, and what a uperstar he was. Your words, spoken at the ceremony, are so insightful, so inspirational - was sitting next to Laura and Steve - my heart filled with the familiar melancholic mix of pride, happiness and sadness. I'm so happy I'm in SM near your sister now. So happy I'm near my sister tonight, thinking of you and how your music and your inspiration lives on. Loving and missing you dearly. Chad
Fri May 4 19:32
Dave (
Was listening to the SOF version (live) of Father Figure, and remembered the SOF concert I saw in Columbia, Missouri, in the fall of 1991 (I believe). The concert was terrific, I recall, and one of the non-SOF songs the band played was the Beatles' Ticket to Ride. It was great! Wondering if others have similar recollections of cover songs sang by Josh/SOF. An SOF album of live tracks such as those would be a great way to remember Josh in a "new" context. Just read another post and realized that Josh's mother died last year. My condolences to the family; she was a nice woman who is missed.
Sat Apr 7 23:27
Tim (
Really sorry to find out of this tragic death today. Remember the summer of 1991, two Brits we were on a 3 month trip to USA. All in the name of gigs, gigs and gigs. No kidding, the day we landed in NYC we are at a show that evening (CBGB's Liquid Jesus and I love You) As we made it across to West Coast we had 6 weeks in Hollywood. 3 Strange Days was playing on all the Radios, that was the memory of 1991 , it was Metallica Black Album release time at midnight on Sunset. I was lucky enough to see School of Fish in Hollywood, somewhere near Le Brea/Sunset. Remember the live hook that is 3 strange days to this day, and the beautiful voice that was. RIP.
Wed Apr 4 17:30
Jeff Rosenthal (
Hi, Joshy, Hi Marilyn! I'm on my way to se you both at Hillside...though I think your spirits are elsewhwere and coming to meet us all there. I'm looking out for you in all things these days. I miss you greatly and have many more words to say - but I'l save it for the live show in an hour. Peace In, War Out - Jeff
Fri Mar 30 04:39
Ning (
hi,Josh,long time no talking to you.i am currently falling in love with a girl here in sydney,i guess she is really the one for me...i can't cherish her more...i will bring your fancy songs to her.take care josh.
Tue Mar 27 04:35
kristen (
sitting in bed recovering from surgery. listening to you as i write tonight. wishing you were around, josh. missing you. missing that really great feeling that hearing from you always brought on... can't wait to catch up with you one of these days. feel free to stop by. georgie girl will let me know ;)
Sun Mar 25 18:10
melissa (
star doll your paper doll heaven stinks
Sun Mar 25 18:07
melissa (
star doll your paper doll heaven stinks
Tue Mar 20 19:49
Sheri (
Blessings to all! Just wondering if anyone out there knows the lyrics to 'Sense of Humor' by Josh off of his Center of Six album? I caught the beginning and end, it's the part in the middle I'm unsure of. Anyway, my daughter loves to sing along with it and asks the same thing. I've been wondering for a couple years now and thought I'd come here to ask. Surely someone knows. Shoot me an email. Thanx a million!!! Be well.
Tue Mar 20 01:00
MARK (
IN BOSTON, A COUPLE OF DAYS AFTER 9/11/2001 I WENT BACKSTAGE WHERE I MET THE WALLFLOWERS, WHO WERE OPENING FOR JOHN COUGAR MELLENCAMP. I SAW MICHAEL WARD AND APPROACHED HIM. I HAD SOME AMBIVALENCE, NOT KNOWING IF THE SPLIT OF THE BAND HAD BEEN AMICABLE....BUT I BROACHED HOW MUCH I LOVED SCHOOL OF FISH, AND ESPECIALLY JOSH'S VOCAL STYLE. I ASKED IF HE HAD KEPT IN TOUCH WITH JOSH, AND HE TOLD ME BRIEFLY WHAT HAD HAPPENED. I WAS STUNNED, SHOCKED, SO VERY UPSET IN WAYS I CAN'T DESCRIBE. HEARING ABOUT AN ICON OF MINE PASSING, IN THE WAKE OF THE 9/11 TRADGEDY...I WAS STUNNED. I MISS JOSH, BUT HE HAS LEFT A LEGACY FOR ME THAT IS HIS BEAUTIFUL MUSIC.
Sat Mar 17 22:01
mark (
Josh - Never knew or heard you live (except on the live CD, of course) - but your music from S of F onwards has brought me many hours of comfort. The truth is I miss you through your music. Only wish you were still with us...
Thu Mar 8 03:09
Sharon (
I was watching music television a couple of nights ago (not MTV but music available through cable). 3 Strange Days played, and one of the facts shown was that you had passed away in 2000. I felt in shock! I remember seeing School of Fish in concert in 1994 or 1995. I immediately joined the fan club and began receiving postcards from you, letting me know about the bands split and your solo career pursuit. I have always loved your music and have actually turned several people on the School of Fish, who might not have listened otherwise. I am without words (and if you knew me, you would understand how amazing it would be for me to be speechless!). Some of my fondest memories are tied into School of Fish songs. I dedicate "Speechless" to you, as I truly am speechless. I hope to hear your beautiful voice again in the next life.
Mon Feb 26 06:17
lelle (
oh josh! today has been a super interesting day. i have been flooded by memories of you, just flooded! from seeing you play in school of fish in cincy and columbus to walking with you down newbury street years and year and albums and albums later. wow! i just can't help but smile. you bring me such amazing joy. you are missed with an everlasting longing, but you are loved and cherish and alive in more ways than i can express in words. thank you for the memories. i wonder why today, but i'll take them and as always, i'll use them as the inspiration that they are.
Mon Feb 19 05:50
Rich (
Josh, Your wonderful music has touched me more then I could have ever immagined. That night, It was just you and a guitar followed by just Tori and a piano. I will never forget that night. I am in touch with spitiruality and love the messages your songs offer. They mean more and more to me as each new day begins. Thank you so much.
Sat Feb 17 00:58
nicky (
Hi Josh: Was thinking of you today - for many reasons. I miss you. Dream soon please...
Fri Feb 16 21:12
Jose (
I really miss your voice. Sometimes I think I can hear the simplicity and clarity in other singers but nothing compares. Good stuff. May you always be happy.
Sat Jan 20 06:25
Moneypenny (
It has been far too long my friend. Seven years, but it feels like ten times that. I woke up this morning thinking about the time we got lost in New Jersey for two hours. Such a funny night, with Uncle Steve in tow. Wow, seems like ages ago. Even though I am sad today, and I miss your physical being, I often feel your presence in many beautiful ways. I am so very grateful for that. Thank you my love, for continuing to be a glorious light in my life. I miss you and your sweet smile. Good night, my friend. I love you. Give mom a big hug for me. xo
Sat Jan 20 04:13
Jeff Rosenthal (
Been too long, bro. Too long. Had a great b-fast w/ Sam, Laura and Chad. Gotta be honest, it's been rough down here...and good to, if I am being straight with myself. I need some strength from you, kid. Theresa is having a wee surgery on Monday and my sister has to have a delicate operation on an aneurysm near her (perhaps in ) her brain. Just doin' what I can to keep everyone's fear at bay - wish you were here to watch "The Secret" with me - ah, but you lived it, didn't you? So much more to say...we need you here budy. HEY WEBSITE! Love to Gia and Dan's family - Congrats Lindsey Lipton!! Love you Henry - Tommy - David A. and DENE. Thanks for it all...Peace In, War out!! Jeff
Sat Jan 20 02:45
Henry Felt (
Josh, This Piano is learning to be. I miss you and your wisdom...so come visit Croton-on-Hudson or Beacon. You will always be my brightest star -- Violets Forever.
Fri Jan 19 17:11
Tommy Manzi (
Josh, I woke up this morning and immediately thought of you... I find myself becoming more & more astonished with how quickly time passes and yet the connection I feel with you never seems to fade. I can't tell you how many times during the course of the past seven years that I have thought of you, and how those thoughts always bring warmth to my heart & soul. I miss you. We all miss you. Yet through the melancholy moments, the is always a strong sense of gratitude and thanks for what you have given to us. I am thinking of you now, with that kind smile on your face. Much love, TOMMY
Fri Jan 19 16:00
Laura Clayton Baker (
Hi Josh...it's been 7 years since we've been on this earth together...I know mom's there with you now...I'm glad you have each other but I miss you both constantly, yet feel so connected to you both constantly as well. I love you both forever and ever. Give Nanny a big hug for me. Laura Dene...I was so touched to see the new intro to the site with all the beautiful photos, and "Waiting To Be". I love that song too, and it's a pleasure to be surprised by something new. You have created a place on earth for me, and for all the people who love Josh to go and visit him, to spend time in his company, and also to hear from each other. You have given us all an incredible gift. My mom would go to the site every day, it was so important to her. I go to the site most days myself. There's a great sense of comfort in that. I'm truly grateful to you for what you've done, and are continuing to do. With love and best wishes to you and your family, Laura
Fri Jan 19 01:08
Dene Wilby (
Hey Josh. Well, it's the 19th January on this side of the pond so I just want to type a quick note. Hope you like the new intro I made for the site, I picked 'Waiting To Be' because it's one of my all time faves. I love that song. I thought about giving the site a makeover but know how much you liked that groovy blue background so I think it should stay. I was just looking through some old e-mails and saw this from 19th December 1999 "Dene, ok so I send the email to you, take pain pills for my back and pass out. I wake up the next morning and it's like Christmas, the web site is filling the stockings and the tree is fully stocked. Well Santa thank you, I was very happy and very impressed. Thank you for comming through in such a big way again." well, it was always a pleasure, you never took advantage and was always so very grateful when I had put some new stuff together. So thank YOU! I was in Amsterdam with Michael in the Summer, he had Pizza Pancakes!! Sweet pancakes with cheese and pizza toppings! tasted good, i'm going to have some this Saturday when i'm over there again. I'll pancake toast to you my friend. Anyway, I miss you but will always be grateful for the fact that I met so many wonderful people through you. Your Mom was very very special and she is so missed. I love getting my New Years card from Laura every year and the occasional message from George. OK, I need some sleep, i'll be listening to Deer In The Headlights on my iPod while I doze off. Bye for now. Dene x
Fri Jan 12 03:20
Laura Clayton Baker (
Last night I went to an art opening at the Billy Shire Gallery in Los Angeles of work by David Anderle. The paintings are wonderful...compelling insightful portraits and lush landscapes, but the reason I'm writing about it here is that there are 2 paintings of JOSH! David Anderle is the legendary A&R executive who signed Josh to A&M records. When he left A&M he decided to pursue his lifelong dream to paint fulltime. He felt so connected to Josh that he was inspired to paint him twice. You can type in these URLs to see the paintings: billyshirefinearts.com/07Anderle/dragonfly.html and billyshirefinearts.com/ 07Anderle/josh.html. Or, even better, you can go to the gallery and see them in person! I'm glad you're visiting this site! Josh's sister Laura